Your Pain Delights God

Imagine waking up one day and realizing you’re god. You’d be able to do anything you imagined in an instant. You could travel through the multiverse and fight dragons, shoot fireballs out your ass at people, jump off buildings, nuke entire planets, have crazy orgies with alien beings, you get the gist. This would be … Continue reading Your Pain Delights God

The Power of Beliefs

Beliefs are what shape your life and unfortunately most of them stem from childhood when you’re too ignorant to examine whether what you’re taught is valuable or not. I recently helped a friend examine her beliefs about herself with the help of MDMA. I was trying to find out what beliefs she held that lead … Continue reading The Power of Beliefs

Non-Binary Is Bullshit

Oh, you’re non-binary? then show me your 30% grown dick and your 70% grown vagina… oh, you only have one or the other? Then you’re not non-binary, you’re whatever gender associated with your genitals unless you’re transgender of course and are in the wrong body. But I’m here to talk about this non-binary bullshit, which … Continue reading Non-Binary Is Bullshit

I Love Hitler

Hitler is probably one of the most well-known evil people in the world, he’s a real-life supervillain who managed to kill millions of jews, which is pretty badass. Imagine how hard he had to work to get such influence and power. I mean how many others could pull something of that magnitude off? Sure what … Continue reading I Love Hitler

How Did I Get Here?

I don’t know how anyone can take credit for anything that’s happened to them, when I reflect on my past I see myself as a little ball that was moulded by the hand of god and tossed into the world. This little essence of me bouncing around my environment, some things sticking to me, others … Continue reading How Did I Get Here?

How Can You Go On?

I started university in 2016 and studied computer science for 2 years before dropping out, I couldn’t take it, I was lost and confused unsure of what I wanted to do. On top of that in the summer after my first year, I realized I was no longer religious, all the guilt that religion caused … Continue reading How Can You Go On?

What If I Died Tomorrow?

I’ve seemingly been alive for 23 years, but that’s not actually true. I’ve been a puppet manipulated by the strings of fear that extend to my mind from my heart for many of those years, that fear staining most of my behaviour, although progressively less and less from 21 to 23 as I slowly came … Continue reading What If I Died Tomorrow?

Is All Self Help Wrong?

Most self-help books teach you to do more, change yourself, wake up early, exercise, eat healthy, read, meditate, start a business, be more disciplined, build better habits, and on and on about things you should do, and better ways of forcing yourself to do things that you’re struggling to do. The underlying message being you’re … Continue reading Is All Self Help Wrong?

I Create Reality

Who would’ve guessed that I’ve been creating my reality this whole time, every good and bad situation I’ve experienced and the people in them I’ve created based on internalized beliefs located at the core of my being. This sounds a little insane, but beliefs really are what draw things into your life. You may argue … Continue reading I Create Reality

The Key To Life

Key: Take MDMA, Look at all the reasons you hate yourself, and then replace it all with love. Everything else will take care of itself now. Enjoy effortless living. Peace. If you want more read below, but honestly just go do molly. You just need to be you, that’s it, like the different types of … Continue reading The Key To Life

What It Means To Be

Within our minds is contained the power to transport ourselves through space and time. We often find ourselves lost in thought, the world in front of our eyes fading away till it’s no more. All that now exists is the interplay of thoughts dancing in your mind of past times or future moments. During which … Continue reading What It Means To Be

Narcissus and The Repairman

“the narcissist: he treats objects as props for his fragile ego and has an uncertain grasp of them as having a reality of their own. The clearest contrast to the narcissist that I can think of is the repairman, who must subordinate himself to the broken washing machine, listen to it with patience, notice its … Continue reading Narcissus and The Repairman

The Life in Everything

I had an insight into consciousness recently. I was sitting down thinking about an experience I had on LSD where I lost my sense of self. In that state, my awareness expanded to envelop everything. Since then sometimes when I stare into a mirror I can expand my awareness achieving a feeling of detachment from … Continue reading The Life in Everything

Why You Fight With Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend: An Exploration Of Imago Relationship Therapy

I recently came across the idea of Imago Therapy. It’s a relational counseling process for couples to use their conflicts for healing and development. Harville Hendrix and Helen Hunt created the technique. Harville stumbled upon it as a therapist and professor when contemplating the question “why do men and women have so much trouble being … Continue reading Why You Fight With Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend: An Exploration Of Imago Relationship Therapy

Are Tarot Cards Real?

I was walking on the beach with my girlfriend recently and we serendipitously came across a guy doing tarot card readings. We decided to sit down to peer into our future and the results were quite spooky (Hatchum’s definition of spooky: a combination of weird and surreal).  My girlfriend went first. She asked him “what … Continue reading Are Tarot Cards Real?


I am the black sheep in my family. Surprisingly.  My dad has 13 siblings, my mom has 7. A quite massive family. My grandparents aren’t related to bunnies, but they sure do fuck like them. From the entirety of the family, not many diverge from the norm, well minus me that is. The majority live … Continue reading Outsider

The Holy Couch

“Tao gives birth to one. One gives birth to two. Two gives birth to three. Three gives birth to all things and all beings.” – Tao Te Ching I want you to think about a couch. Really think about a couch. Now you may be wondering why I want you to think about a couch. … Continue reading The Holy Couch

Points of Imaginary Tension

Beliefs are similar to a virus. When your mind is malleable they’re most likely to infect you. Young people all have malleable minds. From ages 0 to your teen years you’re very susceptible to these belief viruses. Although, strong viruses can infect you at any age. These viruses express themselves through our behavior. We act … Continue reading Points of Imaginary Tension

Dimensional Depth

Practice is the prerequisite to excelling at a skill. But what’s happening as one deepens their knowledge through practice? What are the differences we notice in experiencing someone who is an expert in their art? Well, what we are experiencing is the difference in dimensional depth. An expert has greater dimensional depth to their skills … Continue reading Dimensional Depth

We Are All The Same?

Outwardly humans look quite different from each other. We have different interests, clothing, cultures, ethnicities, and physical features. Yet, peel back the layers and it doesn’t seem to be true. I mean literally peel back the layers of skin on every human. Expose the muscle and tissue that lays underneath us all. We are just … Continue reading We Are All The Same?

Disconnected: The Paradox in our Adaptive Emotional Ability

Welcome to 2020. Where humans are more connected than ever. We have smartphones that fit in the palm of our hands. Their power surpassing supercomputers from just decades ago. They allow us the opportunity to connect with billions of others daily. Video call technology facilitates connections to relatives living abroad. Social media connecting us to … Continue reading Disconnected: The Paradox in our Adaptive Emotional Ability

Transcribed: Making Sense With Sam Harris Podcast #207 – Can We Pull Back From The Brink?

There is a short summary at the bottom. I hope you find this transcription useful. Thank you Sam for this podcast. It is much needed rationality in these chaotic times – hatchum  Welcome to the Making Sense podcast. This is Sam Harris. OK. Well, I have been trying to gather my thoughts for this podcast … Continue reading Transcribed: Making Sense With Sam Harris Podcast #207 – Can We Pull Back From The Brink?

The Benefit of Mindfulness for Readjusting your Habits

Note: My references to a higher self, are unrelated to any religious or spiritual woo woo. It refers to being virtuous. References to God/divinity are just for entertaining imagery. “We are acquisitive, greedy, and pugnacious because our blood remembers millenniums” – Will and Ariel durant We live in the future with a brain designed for … Continue reading The Benefit of Mindfulness for Readjusting your Habits

Imaginary Versus Reality

Subjective beliefs grounded in fiction should not be of greater importance than objective truths rooted in reality. A friend sent me an article from the Harvard Business Review titled “How Will You Measure Your Life?” The 4th principle the author, Clayton M. Christensen, states is “avoid the ‘marginal costs’ mistake.” This theory is supposed to … Continue reading Imaginary Versus Reality

Open Outward or Shrink Inward

“The moment that you feel that, just possibly, you’re walking down the street naked, exposing too much of your heart and your mind and what exists on the inside, showing too much of yourself. That’s the moment you may be starting to get it right.” – Neil Gaiman Neil Gaiman, is encouraging people to loosen … Continue reading Open Outward or Shrink Inward